Words are not enough.

Well, I can honestly say i've made an absolute cunt out of myself today.

Not only do I betray my best friend, but I lose my wife, my second home and a really good friendship. It's hard to write this blog as i'm being blinded by tears. My heart aches and my head hurts. I've hardly slept and I'm obsessively thinking about what i've done. I've never felt this bad in my life. What possessed me to do what I did I don't know. I'm just so scared.

There is so much pain and suffering going on in this world. I hate to see it with my friends, close ones or not. But yet again, my actions made everything go to shit, and it can't be fixed.

I don't know what to do. I'm forever falling down this spiral. If only I could tell you how much you mean to me, and how truely sorry I am for what i've done :(

I'm so lost and alone, someone help me. Someone tell me how I can get my best friend back. :'(

Your sincerely,
A deeply upset and heartbroken girl.





Charlotte
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